I also forgot about the urologist appointment that I had today. Whenever I tried to call the urologist, I couldn't get through, though. (Other calls were okay; I'm guessing it was something to do with the hospital.) So maybe it's better that I missed that appointment.
I am, like everyone, shocked at this whole thing. I'm so glad no one I know was hurt.
I found myself sobbing as I drove to the blood bank. Normally, I rarely cry.
I can certainly understand the desire for vengeance, but if we could make all of this Stop For Good, I would be more than glad to give up the opportunity to get last licks in in order to make this Stop. Sadly, I don't think there's anything we can do to make this stop with or without vengeance. I wish there was.
I had scheduled a D&D game for tomorrow. I'm not sure that I feel like doing combat-oriented roleplay right now. I'm not sure what to do.
In my head, I keep making gallows-humor jokes. I will protect these from people who don't wish to read them:
* I find myself thinking, "Wow. This is like a Servants of Cthulhu INWO deck."
* The blood bank was really crowded, and people were all very willing to talk. I found myself secretly thinking, "What a great opportunity to find dates who are good, caring people."
I hope that the irreverence of these thoughts doesn't distress anyone too much--the irreverence sort of distresses me too.